Monday, October 31, 2011

Monday - wondering a little bit how that happened so fast LOL !!

This past weekend was a good one even though it went by way to fast. Friday night was a world series night around the tv with a fire on in the fireplace and Saturday was a catch up over dinner with some old friends which was great! Kyle had a party to go to celebrating a birthday for one of his long time close Gal, friends. Sunday church which is always a great thing! Pastor Clayton King in the Elevation Church house! Always love hearing him preach and feel his passion when he shares his heart! I have just been loving everything about church the last month or so. I am not sure what is going on but things are just penetrating my heart deeper, the music and worship is amazing and its honestly all I can do to keep from jumping up and down and wipe tears from my face. The Word has been clear and understandable and applicable in so many ways that I am still feeling the words days later. I love seeing the greeters and the smiles on the way in and out of church. Helping with breakdown some and telling the band what a great job they did. I love watching Carol grow further in her faith and putting her day together around different things. I have some work to do in some areas of my life but I think this place right now is a really wonderful place to be in.
As I look ahead to this afternoon and the rest of the week - I cant help but to be excited in all that God is doing in and all around me. Though some are not exactly where I would want them to be in their walk, in our walk together - I know that God is working in all things for my good - for their good and I trust in that promise.
I want to put a plug in for a new Devotional that I have been reading each day over the past month. It has really got me excited each morning not because its a challenging book as you read a normal devotional - you know the routine, read the scriptures of that day on this page, read a little story and then read the prayer and go on about your morning.
No this is a little different because its written as if and in the point of, God speaking directly to you. So - let me share the first couple sentances of Sarah Young - Jesus Calling.

October 31 - LEARN TO LISTEN TO ME even while you are listening to other people. As they open their souls to your scrutiny, you are on holy ground. You need the help of My spirit to respond approprately. As Him to think through you, live through you, love through you. My own Being is alive within you in the Person of the Holy Spirit.

I will stop there but I have to say - thats GOOD stuff right there.

The last few weeks of LifeGroup where a handful of families come together and we do life and study Gods word together on Sunday evenings - this is exactly what we all need to learn and press into our hearts and lives. So often we are and I am also talking outside our group, we are trying to do everything ourselves. Yes read our Bibles, we pray and then go about our day just like everyone else does but there is no difference really. No difference in the sense of being a follower of Christ and not - how can the world tell you apart? - When we go to work, to school to that business deal or that round of golf or the party at work - can people tell you are a little different? A lot different? That there is something about you that has some peace or just a smile of contentment about you? Do your words reflect your heart? Does love just pour out from you into everything?
See far too often we are on the culdesac of being a Christian. We are headed nowhere really. We have walked down this path to find ourselves in a big circle - do we go back - do we press through? What do we do? This is the place where we get stuck or give up our walk.

Following Christ has to be a part of who you are - He makes up your DNA. He is everything about you. He pours out of everything in you. Sure not perfectly because nobody can do that but I mean to the best of your ability and trusting God for the rest of it. Im talking about decisions in your day, the song selections on the radio, the tv shows you watch, the words you say to others, your actions, your business deals, the exam you have to take tomorrow, your study habits, the way you speak to your mom, the way you treat the lady in the grocery store, that annoying person in the lunch room - Its all about you through HIM!

2 Corinthians 5:16-21 Because of the decision (to follow Christ) we dont evaluate people by what they have or how they look. We looked at the Messiah that way once and got it all wrong, as you know. We certainly dont look at him that way anymore. Now we look inside, and what we see is that anyone united with the Messiah gets a fresh start, is created new. The old life is gone; a new life burgeons! Look at it! All this comes from the God who settled the relationshop between us and him, and then called us to settle our relationships with each other. God put the world square with himself through the Messiah, giving the world a fresh start by offering firgiveness of sins. God has given us the tast of telling everyone what he is doing. We're speaking for Christ himself now: Become friends with GOd; He is already a friend with you. HOW? You say. IN Christ. God put the wrong on him who never did anything wrong, so we could be put right with God.

I AM WITH YOU. I AM WITH YOU. I AM WITH YOU.

Those words ring in my ears. I feel closer right now in my walk with Christ than I have in a long time. I feel energized and in step with where God is taking me, pointing me, teaching me - Yes some folks have left my life and I have endured a tough season but God is doing something new. I am excited for the new as I lean in and carefully the best way I know how to follow him. He has to be in your ALL loved ones. You cant follow him just on Sunday mornings, wed evening during bible study or worship services but in everything you do in each moment of the day. Your life is an act of worship! ALL OF IT.
When we approach our day this way - it all changes. Imagine doing everything you do in a 24 hr time span in honor of God. It changes everything.
Fall short, sure...you bet but pressing on to the next moment ready for what comes next.
Challenge or Opportunity?

Challenges today focuses on the now and opportunity lets you dream and speak into the future.
Turn your challenges today into your opportunities for tomorrow :)

All IN,
Lonnie

Friday, October 28, 2011

We had an amazing night last night as Carol and I took a van full of folks down to Indian Trail NC to see the production walkthrough - Judgement House. Last year Pastor Travis and I took 3 van fulls of students, parents and leaders and all of us where impacted in some way. Some holding on to my arms crying, scared and then full of joy as we walked through the rooms being played out right in front of us. Last night was no exception but just on a smaller scale. After we had got back and Carol and I were sitting watching game 6 of the World Series which was by far the best baseball game I have ever seen :) - I got a call from a mom telling me and thanking me for being a person that truly cares for her family, is always extending myself to include their family in all we do and pointing so much of what we do to Jesus. As this student came in the house and began to unfold what took place last night, tears rolled down her face, emotions overcome her and daughter and mom spoke for "real" for the first time in months. Gosh, I almost have tears thinking about that as I type this. It really has such amazing impact on us when we see others who lives are changed, decisions being made that are good and bad and the reflection of those choices. So for this mom and daughter, though not a bad relationship by far but as teens get into their teenage years, space is a tough place to be. That once close relationship has its moments where it seems so much seperates them and for a an hour last night... it was made close again. Praise God for that.
Its sometimes hard pulling people together to do something. Some dont want to go, some make excuses, some want to be personally asked or they wont FEEL invited or that you want them to go. Some dont get along with this person or that so they want to be asked but you know wont go. It takes a lot of energy at times and I often wonder why am I putting myself through all this. 50 text messages and picking up students and arranging driving and its all time consuming. I will have to say that nights like last night knowing that this family sat down and shared for the first time in awhile, make it all worth it. Sad for the folks who chose to sit at home in front of the tube or playing on facebook caught up in the fake drama world.
I choose to plug in and experience what God puts in front of me and the opportunities ahead.

I started off this morning running late after staying up late for the ballgame. No text prayer this morning, didnt make YCI, had to wait for Kyle this morning with his hair and drop him at school, work was well tense when I got in - so the day just hasnt started on the right foot. I decided to just pick up a book and look through it that I have read about 10 months ago and at the end of many of the chapters, I wrote prayers, seeking Gods wisdom and heart inbetween the pages and Im thinking, gosh - this is a treasure to find today. If you are inbetween reads take a moment and pick up "Do Something" by Miles McPherson. I am sure it will challenge you in many ways with its short stories.

I want to share that I have really been seeking hard the Lord heart in terms of Compassion. I think I have a good amount of compassion for people, the hurting, the lost, the sick, the ones with sad faces, the hurting students for so many reasons.... I do have a heart for people but I want it to be deeper and through the heart of Christ. Jesus was so compassionate for people. Often stopping in his preaching tours through the countryside to break bread and give fish. He sat with tax collectors, touched the unclean, healed the hurting - He crossed society lines, cast lines of people - he didnt care much for the typical but he pressed on to do whatever it took to touch the hurting. He had such great compassion for people - relationships was at the heart of Christ. It should be ours as well. There has to be a time in our lives where the normal, over looked, walk away from things that should be the things that make us mad, get up out of our seats to do something. We all should have those moments where we just have to get up, get out of our comfort zone and DO SOMETHING - it might be something that is breaking your heart and keeps you up at night. It might be that child that needs a fatherly figure or a motherly figure in their life. It may be that your heart breaks for the homeless, the hurting, the sick or old folks who are shut in. It may be the children in a 3rd world country who dont have enough to eat day to day or $5 medicine to give them health. It might be your friends who are about to toss everything away in their marriage and family and someone needs to speak into their lives over the choices they are making. It might be a friends son or daughter who is making very poor choices. It might even be cats at the shelter or the 49 of them at the barn who are all under weight. Whatever that is that breaks your heart - I pray that this season in time for you that it breaks your heart so much you do something about it.

In my book on page 100 there is a paragraph that just really speaks to me today. Its says:
Loving the "Least of these" - people who cannot pay you back, or increase your social status - is not an annual charity event. It is not something to do to feel good. It is not how you get into heave, but it is evedent in the lives of those who are going there.

That just really hits me. The reason why so many people chose to look the other way or to not get up and do something in their lives - is pride. Just my 2 cents of thought on that. Pride often keeps us focused on ourselves, worrying about the big guy and all our needs and wants and desires to keep us happy. This is what I wrote 2-20-11 on the page 101 in the little space right under the prayer that is written in the book to end this chapter.

Pride - it gets in the way of so many hearts. To move past pride @ times is so hard. Its often hard to see. Pride is personal and one that cant be lived through in someone elses life. It lives directly on our own shoulders. Pride keeps us from opening hearts to what God wants us to do because we only see ourselves and our points of view. As I sit on the porch @the cabin this morning, 2 cardinal birds are feeding @the bird feeder. The big bird checking on the lady bird fully aware where she is. No pride in serving her at all. Its in that bird that God created. We need to serve people that way. Serve them, love them, encourage them because like the cardinal, its already in us. God remove the pride so that I may help the "least of these". Center of hope later :) serving with a smile and a tender heart. Amen - Lonnie

So I will end this Friday post on "thewalk" with a question. What are you not doing because your pride is in the way? Who could you be serving, what could you be doing if your pride was not in the way?

Lord Please open our eyes of our hearts so that we may see who you want us to minister to. Please protect us from our pride so that we may receive a lesson from those who appear to be less fortunate. Amen.

Happy Friday loved ones,
Lonnie~

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Its been a pretty good few days. Exciting actually :) - With last week a little down concerning our Egroup for Students God through Pastor Steven at Elevation Church, he preached a message I so badly needed to hear. God wanted me to hear the words and see them sink into my heart. I got it! Honest!
As I begin today and share a little - I have to say that there are a lot of things just starting. Think about it for a second. Morgan is a freshman in high school and SINGING in a concert! Yes words coming out of her mouth in a song!! WOOTAGE! Kyle started wrestling last week. Taylor in a new school. Kate coming to live with us and today is her first day of enrolling into James Madison High School. Carol has a new do today and is showing amazing signs in her spiritual growth that I personally have not seen in a long time and I am loving it and cheering her on. Donna is now leading in a singles Egroup at Elevation. Carol and I leading high school students in our Egroup for students on Wed night. Marissa is home schooled. Miss Carol is a grandmother. Kayla and Scott plugging into their church and Kayla soon to be on stage (where you belong girl with a voice like yours!). Scott is fired up and leading. Mens group on Thursday night and Jason and Donnie leading it. Sherry is on fire and running marathons?! Holy smokes..... Tony is working. Anna is sticking with me and our families are connecting. Danielle is asking to go to church every other week. Harlan started a new job here in Charlotte. Nicole is a freshman in college and I am enjoying spending a little invested time with her. Hannah E. is at Liberty University! Jessica is a rock star when she comes to church and people treat her like one as she gets us on the 2nd row at church. 2nd row is familiar to us from years past but now with things so much bigger its hard to get there without some pull. Life group has a new format and peeps seem to be digging it and sharing more. I bet there is something new in your life too if you step back a second and think about it. Praise God for something new!
There is a LOT of new things happening!! God is doing something new but there is one thing that remains solid. One thing that should never change.
That is preaching his name and sharing with others what He has given you. I want to share the last part of 2 Corinthians 4: today but also note that it has been amazing just focusing on this piece of scripture now for over a week. It has really spoke to me in so many ways. So lets finish it up big and with something new!
2 Corinthians 4:13- We're not keeping this quiet, not on your life. Just like the psalmist who wrote, "I believed it, so I said it," we say what we believe. And what we believe is that the One who raised up the Master Jesus will just as certainly raise us up with you, alive. Every details works to your advantage and to Gods glory:More and more grace, more and more people, more and more praise! So we're not giving up. How could we! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day foes by without his unfolding grace. These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. There's far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can't see now will last forever.

One of the main points Sunday in Pastor Stevens message that really reached out and hit me on the head was the fact that in Matthew 11:1-11 - Jesus was talking about John the Baptist while he was in prison and was praising him. Talking good behind his back to crowds of people. Pastor Steven clearly sent home a message to let us know that Christ is talking behind your back. He is telling others that you are doing good and giving them praise for you. How awesome is it to know that!! How cool is it to feel that we can shut out the noise and gossip and the tearing down of others when we can choose to listen to what God is talking about behind your back. Nothing but good things! I elbowed Carol when all this was unpacked and Danielle was in tears and God was poking a LOT of people Sunday morning. As I finish up 2 Corinthians today in "thewalk" - it just goes together to say - YES, Christ is cheering us on behind our backs with nothing but good things and encouraging words that leads us to - WE'RE NOT KEEPING THIS QUIET! I believe and so I must say what I believe. Every detail - that is good details and not so good details - works to our (yes mine and yours) advantage and to Gods glory!
More and more grace, more and more people, more and more praise! So dont give up!

Pastor Steven sunk it for me when he shared with us - "You're doing better than you think you are." - Gosh I really needed that. A major boost for sure that stirred me. Yes I am not an Egroup leader with 50 kids in my living room. But God you are sufficient with the ones that you have placed in my life to lead, thank you for each of them no matter how many there are. Yes I am not doing all I can do but blessed because I am doing something and that my heart is breaking in new more deep ways - one for example would be my level of compassion of people. Jesus showed such compassion for people that he crossed lines, boundaries and society rules to go to the people and to touch the unclean, sit with sinners and share meals with tax collectors. Surely I can give a homeless man a meal, serve lunch to women and children, adopt a child in Jamaica, empower and encourage others in my life and to reach out to that student who was being abused at home and is now living with an aunt. I dont know a ton of people at church but I am making connections, friendships and hugs are common and encouraged at church because it IS family and you are the center of all that. I may not be teaching at YCI on Friday mornings, but that is for now, keep showing up. A student needs to see you there, needs the gift that I have given you in to encourage others, now go and do that. I sometimes have no idea what to say and do with the students in my life who I am a dad figure, awkward at times, heart hurting at other times but so blessed to be standing in and doing the right thing. There is so many blessings in there by standing in there, even taking a fall for them but knowing head held high that I am doing the right thing in the long run. Lord I heard you knocking on me and calling me to lead them. Grateful I did because LOOK AT WHAT I WOULD BE MISSING!
I got it Lord.....

Things we see today are gone tomorrow but the things we can't see now will last forever. In those things we cant see are the relationships being restored and built up, lives are being changed, together we are marching forward in faith and believing in Christ as we inform others, inspire others, connect with others and equipping others. There is something new taking place and this season of change is just perfect in Gods timing.
Dont lose heart loved ones, dont keep this quiet, pray for boldness in your life and courage to lead others but follow Christ.
"I believed it, so I said it."

Lonnie~

Monday, October 24, 2011

Monday - its been a good day so far. Oddly enough I have had like 3 people walk up to me, whom I have never seen before I dont recall, but say hey! Good morning or hello with a big smile on their face like we are peeps and havent seen each other in a few months. Odd, but ok! I can deal with that in a odd kind of way. Maybe its a reflection I am giving off - I would like to think that :) - showing Christ and joy on my face as it reflects my heart.
Elevation Church was amazing yesterday. We had a small group yesterday as it was just Me Carol Kyle and Danielle. Thats all good and I felt a special need with us yesterday to really bring some things on our heart to Christ. I know I did! I even got to elbow Carol twice as Pastor Steven was teaching us through Matthew 11:1-11 and the song jammed "Without you I am nothing".
Gosh its awesome knowing that Pastor Steven unpacked this scripture and shared with us that God is speaking but sometimes he may not be speaking directly to us. He is speaking behind our backs on our behalf. He is speaking to others about each of us and isnt that so much better than the people speaking about us behind our backs? I guess we all have seasons of time where that happens. I have felt those stabs and remarks - they leave an imprint on us at times because words are very hurtful but knowing that God is talking about us behind our backs - gosh that makes it SOOOOOO much easier to drown out the noise and gossip of others. I really needed that message yesterday and Pastor Steven asked if anyone was picking up what he was laying down and hands flew up everywhere. Its good to know I am not alone in this battle.

2 Corinthians 4:7- If you only look at us, you might well miss the brightness. We carry this precious Message around in the unadorned clay pots of our ordinary lives. Thats to prevent anyone from confusing Gods incomparable power with us. As it is, theres not much chance of that. You know for yourselves that we're not much to look at. We've been surrounded and battered bu troubles, but we're not demoralized; we're not sure what to do, but we know that God knows what to do; we've been spiritually terrorized, but God hasnt left our side; we've been thrown down, but we havent broken. What they did to Jesus, they do to us - trial and torture, mockery and murder; what Jesus did among them, he does in us - he lives! Our lives are at constant risk for Jesus' sake, which makes Jesus' life all the more evident in us. While we're going through the worst, you're getting in on the best!

This just affirms again for me, where I am today, in this season of time - I am doing better than I think I am. You are doing better than you think you are. Thoguh it may be different that the past, what you were doing, how you were serving others - for now, you are doing what God has asked you to do and even though that may be less, different, unsure if you are making an impact or any difference at all - YOU are doing better than you think you are!!
I am not sure what to do but God knows what to do. Been spiritually terrorized in the past but God has not left my side. I know that, experiencing that today and I know with all my heart he has been there the entire time. How can I not?
I am not much to look at but at the end of the day my prayers continues: When the world looks at me at the end of the day, may they agree that my heart looks like your heart Lord.

God has his ways to affirm us, to encourage us, to focus us, to push us forward and to lead us. For the first time in a long time - I truly feel that intimate relationship.
Praise Jesus for the place he has placed me and in the church at Elevation under some incredible followers, teachers, living by example, sold out worshipping people of all ages and walks of life....gosh - Without You Lord, I am nothing.

Lonnie~

Friday, October 21, 2011

Friday~~~~

Wow, what a week it has been. I missed YCI this morning and this is now 2 weeks I have not been able to make it. There is nothing like 100 or students saying good morning, high fives, smiles, hugs, good mornings etc to brighten the start of the day. Next Friday for sure :)

Last night Bible study was great and its just amazing how God puts pieces of His word together to make things complete. I have not had a season in my life as of yet, where His word seems to be so real and so alive. I am very grateful for that and this season of growth and learning I am in. I think when we are lined up with Gods vision and purpose where its our vision and purpose - I think it gives the Lord more room to work, you see things more clearly, you have boldness to speak and you expand your comfort zone to include more things - specifically more things of Him.
2 Corinthians 4:3- If our Message is obscure to anyone, its not because we're holding back in any way. No, its because these other people are looking or going the wrong way and refuse to give it serious attention. All they have eyes for is the fashionable god of darkness. They think he can give them what they want, and that they wont have to bother believing a truth they cant see. They're stone blind to the dayspring brightness of the Message that shines with Christ, who gives us the best picture of God we'll ever get. Remember, our Message is not about ourselves; we're proclaiming Jesus Christ, the Master. All we are is messengers, errand runners from Jesus for you. It started when God said, "Light up the darkness!" and our lives filled up with light as we saw and understood God in the face of Christ, all bright and beautiful.

I was sitting listening to one of my brothers at my Bible study speak last night and he was talking about how some folks have been coming up to him saying - Dude, why are you smiling all the time? This new project is going to take weeks to finish and your smiling? - See to my buddy, he was out of work for many months. Close to losing his home, his savings and his family - YES he is smiling - did you hear what just happened? This new thing is going to take WEEKS to finish! That means he gets to work there for a few more weeks to finish the project!
Sometimes in life we need a new perspective - we need to be reminded that we are not entitled to everything, our way, our timing, receive receive receive - Sometimes things are taken, lost, given away or even - people walk away and right out of you life.
I recently had a close student of mine who we have not been close for very long before leaving my old church to go to Elevation Church and I knew our walk was not that deep, I did not know the family all that well as things were just starting to get some traction. Splat - defriend of facebook, cold shoulder now when I see them at school, - nothing in return. Not even a thanks, goodbye, or a reason. Hard to accept but if people are going to walk out - you have to be ok and let them. It was surface stuff probably and the relational roots had not dug in or even grown for the friendship to stick around. Its times like those that we have to remember that God is our rock. He is our foundation. He is what we strive for to show others in and through us. Its not about us, its about sharing Jesus with the people in our worlds. We are messengers, errand runners, bringers of the good news of Christ to people who need it. Not everyone is going to be receptive to it, not now maybe but over time - possibly. 15 years down the road maybe, a ton of prayers being lifted for that person... just maybe in this life time.
We must align our faith with our actions and in our words - because we are that brightness of the Message the shines for Christ to a dark and broken world with so many struggling for purpose, passion of some kind in this life and meaning.
Yes, Im smiling because I have received the greatest gift anyone could have ever asked for and Gods face is of Christ who is all bright and beautiful. So as these folks in your life look at you - do they see Christ in you?

You will not be able to reach everyone but you can show everyone what and who you believe in and what you stand for. A follower of Christ presses through the tough spots, prays behind the scenes for those we are not reaching at this time all showing the perserverance that we strive for in finishing the race. Strong and steady and in for the long haul. You have something that others want even if they dont yet see it clearly today.
I am excited for this weekend. I am especially excited for one of my kids who comes in and out of my life at times will be going to church this Sunday with us. I can see her heart being softened and her willingness to Gods word to penetrate her heart is changing her. I love what I see in the road ahead if she can just stay the course. If she can just stay focused. If she can just ignore the rumors and hurtful words of stupid and self centered people .... I think what is breaking her heart today, may very well one day be her mission field.

In the end never get tired of doing the right thing. In the end, its all that matters.
happy weekend everyone,
Lon~

Thursday, October 20, 2011

I hope this post today finds you in a great place today. It has been a week or more since my last post but its not because I dont have anything to share - actually I have too much to share! God has really been teaching me some things and I am enjoying my place with Him in this season of time. It for sure is a growth season and God has put an amazing church in Elevation Church in my life, Pastor Steven has really been hitting me hard with his messages, my mens group has been such a blessing in my life and knowing that other dudes are in this battle with me has me more confident and encouraged that I have been in a long time. Lifegroup on Sundays are going great with a change up of format and speed and I think everyone is digging it. My Egroup students is starting to take shape and looking forward to hitting the ground running next week with however many students God has walk through our doors. My buddy Eric is headed to Maine in 4 hours and is sold out for Christ, so much so that he packed up his stuff, quit his job and rented a truck to begin his journey to the cold country but not just as a southern plant but as a missionary on fire for Christ. I shared with him with some friends and his family last night about Isaiah 58 - Shout it aloud, do not hold back. Raise your voice like a trumpet and declare to my people their rebellion and to the house of Jacob their sins.
The scripture goes on to share the benefits of keeping His commands, the praise high, the vision clear, the walk clean, and to serve the Lord with all you have. I know Eric will do amazing things up there and it has come at a season in his life that he is perfect to go, the doors have swung open in amazing ways and the path is clearly from the Lord. I shout with praise his boldness to step out in faith and GO where God has called him.

I have been in the book of Corinthians 2:4 actually and I am learning a great deal from that scripture. I just finished the new Jeremy Camp book and have enjoyed so much the new perspective to his music and in many ways, his words and his heart have shown me many things. Walking with the Lord is sometimes in this life the only thing you have to hold on to because everything else is falling down. When we have trials in life they are meant to build us, strengthen our faith and to cling to our Lord. These are beautiful places to be even in spite of the pain and turmoil - it has a purpose and a breaking but not one that will rip you to shreds but one that in time will build us back up. This season for me is one of building back up and a refection to remember that God is faithful and he is there in the storm with me as new doors, new people, new places to share his love and grace with whomever God has in store to put in front of me. I am thankful and very blessed to be at this place.... Gosh I cant imagine not being where I am today in my faith journey.
2 Corinthians 4 - Since God has so generously let us in on what he is doing, we're not about to throw up our hands and walk off the job just because we run into occasional hard times. We refuse to wear masks and play games. We dont maneuver and manipulate behind the scenes. And we dont twist Gods word to suit ourselves. Rather, we keep everything we do and say out in the open, the whole truth on display, so that those who want to can see and judge for themselves in the presence of God.

This scripture is incredible and though its long, I dont want to go through it all in one shot. Its actually too much at once so my plan is over the next day or so to share what it means. I will start with today and say that God is in the details of every moment of our day. He listens to us pray, he knows our hearts and he even listens to us groan through the pains we have. Many have gathered the last few weeks to pray for Kate's friends Joe and Dillon who were involved in a car accident weeks ago. Joe was killed at the scene and in many respects it has sent the community closer together. It was the saddest service I have ever experienced and all those who spoke and prayed over Joe and his family that day did an amazing job leading our community by example. Each morning to work I pass the place where Joe lost his life and Dillon clings onto today. Its a sad reminder but even in times and circumstances like these, God is behind the scenes. Dillon and Joe's parents and family may or may not agree with those words but just maybe - what has happened has changed someone elses future. As I read Jeremy's book earlier this week - it was clear that even in death, there is good in it. Jeremy's first wife passed only after 6 months of marriage at a very early age and in her death she spoke into Jeremy's heart and into his faith life. Her faith was amazing and even with very little strength she would raise her arms, her hands at times to praise and worship God. She told Jeremy early on that her struggles and her pain and suffering and in her passing, if it was to provide just one person the acceptance of Christ, it would all be worth it. Jeremy had to endure long seasons of struggle and pain after his wife passed but through this - he has touched thousands of lives for Christ through his own testimony and stuggles. Dillon who has been in the hospital for weeks now with brain swelling and in a coma was pulled of life support and with all the knowledge and medical stuff going on with all the signals pointed in him passing - today is breathing on his own, squeezing the hands of those in the room with him and responding. Though a long journey ahead - one with no clear answers - but it does contain hope. It does contain faithfulness. It does contain God hearing our prayers and our groans.
Its times like these that our faith is on our sleeves, there for the world to see in plain view. Nothing phony, nothing hidden. We cant just throw in the towel and run away from our faith due to hard things and refusing to play games. It really is amazing how the channel of communication is working to share in the news - people coming together, people sharing, helping each other, supporting each other - real community.
Isnt that part of what God wanted? Community, family, no masks or twisted schemes..... Just real true faith that is honest and on display.

I will end todays post with something that I have been praying for about a week now and its one that I am seeking with all I have these days. May it be your prayer today as well. Never lose heart loved ones, its not over till the good Lord says its over.

"When the world looks at me at the end of the day, may they agree that my heart looks like Your heart Lord."

Peace,
Lonnie~

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

I have been quietly writing in my journal the last few days, extra reading and extra study time. I have not forgot about "thewalk" so just in case you are wondering. This past weekend was good with last few days of a great week with Kate in town. Our home is just not the same and is just not complete without her there. Hopefully in the coming weeks that may actually change. Only God knows that right now so I am leaving it with him, so I am not to worry about what I cant control in the process. Its all in his timing anyways!
I had a great coffee with two of my close buds last night. SO enjoyed speaking with them and giving them encouragement. Both are on a journey that they have been fussing over for some time now. New jobs, new locations, different visions and knowing that God is doing something amazing in them now and setting them up for something even bigger is just exciting to see. Both sat with smiles on their face as they revealed their hearts in all that God is doing. We sat and spoke about that timing and when the opportunity raises itself, do we really have the courage to step forward and trusting God when it actually does happen. The world telling us to hurry up, get on with it and knowing that God is saying, I am not done yet,,,, a little longer, I have something better in mind. Just hang in there a little while longer because I have something amazing to show you. The blessing will be that much bigger!!
I can so related to the places they are in as I too have felt this even though some pain took place to get here. I was speaking to a student yesterday and was referred to as an "Elevator" - which meaning a member of the church my family is at now and I smiled when she called me that. YES I can finally say I am an "Elevator" from Elevation Church! This past weekend on Saturday night we got some folks together and headed to church. What a great experience with Pastor Craig teaching us from LifeChurch.tv. I have admired Pastor Craig for years, have studied his teaching, he has led our LifeGroup for the past 3 or so years and we are so blessed to be under one of todays greatest leaders and teachers of the Bible. I love how Pastor Steven and Pastor Craig have a close relationship and together are on the same page to share Gods word even further than our 2 churches. Amazing at the vision they share for reaching people far from God. I loved every moment Sunday - along with 2 of my kids who have been with me for a number of years but needing a change in their own life. They called me Saturday to see if they could go to church with us and we have been speaking about rededicating their life to Jesus, baptism and going each week with us. Amazing things are beginning to happen and I love when a student, anyone for that matter, crosses over and takes it all in and is serious about their faith! Gosh its a transformation that takes place and I love being on the front lines there and to be a part of their walk. Gives me goose bumps as I type this.
How can we not be bold when we believe in something so much!?!?!

I will end todays post with just some encouragement from Hebrews 3 - if you are in a tough place today, maybe doubting what God has called you to do, maybe hit a little road block, maybe gossip has you down, maybe discouraging people are in your life and they are bringing poison to your well .... read the entire chapter of Hebrews 3 loved ones. Here is a little bit to get you started. Hope this helps someone today.

Hebrews 3:12 - See to it, brothers and sisters, that none of you has a sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God. But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called "Today", so that none of you may be hardened by sins deceitfulness. We have come to share in Christ, if indeed we hold firmly till the end our original conviction. As has just been said, Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion.

For some of us today, we need to encourage one another. It may only be a little and it may be all that we need. Call someone today, send them a text, Facebook them - do it now and keep your heart soft so that God can work in your heart in a deeper and more impactful way.

Peace,
Lonnie~

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I had a post yesterday but it seems to have not published for some google reason - maybe since the passing of Steve Jobs and this not being Apple related had something small to do with that. I dont know but I do know that Steve Jobs will be missed at Apple and to all who looked up to his wisdom in leadership and great inventive ideas. A true pioneer in todays times. Change the world, well I wouldnt go that far but yes a brilliant man for sure.

I have a lot going on and many things to be excited about. A few things to share, I am waiting to here back from my church, Elevation Church about a new role for me. One that I am familiar with but new at our new home church. I am especially excited to hear back - I think the interview and application process went well. I am excited to get started and get back to doing life with the students that God places in my life. In many ways even today I am doing that but it has only been with my close peeps and not so much the way it was being the lives of 50-60 students. BUT with this new role and new way of leading and investing comes new blessings, different blessings and ones that I am eagerly begging God for - not only for me but also for them.
I have my mens Bible study tonight and I am especially excited to be going back and I am a little fired up about it as I learn and have the ability now to lean on some God seeking men. GOd new the timing of this to be perfect and I am just thankful for it to finally happen after a year of praying for this.
Last night me Morgan, Taylor, Marissa and Ariel met at Zaxbys and put together bead necklaces for the kiddos this coming Sunday at the Center of Hope. I am especially excited to see them and serve them a meal but also to invest in each of them with smiles, hugs, high fives and a little gift that they can cling onto. It reminds me a little of Jamaica and even though sending money to places and to people for a purpose has its place and is very well received, I think sometimes going and being there is where that real change happens in our lives. Not only do we get to serve, to give our hearts and shed our tears for others, they also receive all those things as well. Its a win win when you step out in faith and get out of your comfort zone so that God can use you. I am seeing the smiles already and cant wait.
I am still reading each day Hebrews 12 and unlike some others who are memorizing this entire chapter - I am not good at that at all! But I will continue to read it each day and let the words speak into my life. Hebrews 3: shares with us: Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will no grow weary and lose heart.

I have been working now at my job for 15 years. Hard to believe that much time has passed and gosh I have been working here since before Kyle was born. It was a nice lunch they had for all the employees who have worked and passed such milestones and I still love my job, the place and community where I work. Its a long investement 15 years and one that I can honestly say that each day I have not given my best, focused like I should have, felt like coming in but kept going - kept showing up - learned new things - pressed on to the next week ... you will have good days and some bad days. People will get under your skin and people who you will love because they are awesome to be around! Your faith is much the same. There are seasons of dry time. There are seasons where God seems silent even in your struggles. There are times where God has you fired up and he seems to show up everywhere you are - in the people around you, the ones you meet at school, in the Lowes Foods line - God is working in that marriage or in your friends trying to get pregnant. These are the seasons in our lives.
There are also times where some really tough things happen. A loss of loved one. A job that got lost. A church that shut its doors on you. People walking out of your life.
These are things we must endure in life. They say if it doesnt kill you, it will make you stronger. I believe that your faith is much the same way. You have to work it, it has to be tested, it has to be exercised ....
The season my family and I are just passing over has been a tough one but now that we are moving onto the other side - we wonder why we stayed so long. We ask ourselves really? Was it always like that? Why couldnt we see what others were telling us and what they were saying, why didnt we listen?
Look at the place now. I have a buddy of mine who has been through a few tough seasons in his life. He has accepted the fact that all this time now he has been running from God. Things in his life now are where they need to be in order for him to be bold and GO. Moving to another state is a big deal when you have lived your entire life in one place. He is going alone, he is going without a guarantee and he is stepping out of his comfort zone. He is scared, he is nervous, he is counting the days down in excitement but also in I CANT BELIEVE THIS! kinda fear.
I am proud of him for this big step and I know because i have been there too, once he out on his faith steps, once he gets going - God is going to blast his heart and face off. His eyes will see differently, his heart will have a difference to it - maybe through giving, through compassion for others, maybe through serving -maybe through forgiveness .... its a new persective - a new thing.
Many of us need that new thing to energize us to the next place, the next level, that next new understanding.
God works that way and when we do things like this - others will have things to say. There will be trash talking, back stabbing, doubters etc.... there will be people who walk away and walk out in your life. It will seem as though at times nothing is right and everything is wrong. There will come this season and you will doubt why and how. This is the part of Hebrews 3 that says SO that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
Yes things are different, new things, new people, new processes etc..... Keep the faith. Keep marching forward. Dont quit now.
Hebrews 12:4 in your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood.
You are not dead and so, God still has plans for you and wants to continue to use you. Press through...... Something new is about to happen. A change is about to take place.
As the seasons change, so does our faith seasons.
Question today - do you know which faith season you are in today? Are you down, bored, feeling like faith is for someone else or God is just not answering and you are weary like never before? Are you on fire for God today and you are at a place where - I am the church! This is awesome! There doesnt seem to be anything that would stop me for Jesus!!!

Either way, change is coming. Are you ready for it? better question would be, are you willing?
God is not nervous. He already knows what is ahead. Do you really trust in that? Do you believe that the best is ahead of you no matter where your faith is today?
There is a lot in 15 years looking back at my career where I work but I am excited for the 15 ahead of me. I have learned a lot in the years looking back in my faith journey but I am excited about whats ahead.
As the song goes, there may be pain in the night, but joy comes in the morning.
Press on loved ones.... press through and never lose sight that God is in control and is willing to meet you in the next moments ahead. Just meet him there........

Lonnie~

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Tuesday - I welcomed you this morning even though I needed a little extra sleep and this morning I woke in a fog and still groggy. I woke with my arm hurting this morning, my back on the right side and I think honestly, I was so exhausted yesterday that last nights sleep - I did not even move. Is that even possible? gosh...hurts getting old.

Yesterday for many reasons was a tough day. A drive up to King in the morning with miss Carol to attend our neighbors funeral for her mom. A long battle with cancer and I could see that my friend Cassie, her relief has come knowing her moms battle is over and she now has peace. I am thankful for that and for her mom living a full life, surrounded by family, friends and faith. It doesnt make the loss any less but it does bring us through at a different level. The other funeral was for a 19 year old boy in the community who was killed in a auto accident. The church was packed with grieving family and friends. Its as if most of the community was touched by this tragic accident. The loss of a life at a young age - gosh I couldnt even think about putting my feet in his parents shoes.
Its easy to focus on the loss today instead of the bright sun, the normal lives that others have today as for some - their lives will be paused, stuck and seeming like their lives are over. Its a tough place for sure but God is in those moments ahead just as he is in the moments right now. Hard to focus on those moments when they are so hard to get through. I grieve so much for those families and all who were touched by this and who will continue to be what seems like - "Left behind". My prayers will continue to be with you and your families.

With a tough start to today, a lot going on this week, completely exhausted yesterday - I find myself kinda in a down place today. Not very encouraged but doing my best to muster up some of it, looking for someone to help me with that and really - sometimes, isnt that all we need to boost us up? I know God is for me, has big plans but often times we overlook the BIG when we are in the SMALL.
I think I have lost another contact with one of my close kids. It sucks and I had a big part in their walk with Christ and I am hoping this is just a few weeks of tough times for this student. Its tough having a church full of them ripped from your life and I know focusing on the ones that remain, I am so thankful for but even those who are barely hanging on - I wish I had access to cheer them on to hang in there. To continue their walk with Christ but sometimes those roads must part for whatever reasons.
I have an interview tonight that I am a little nervous about. I know God has this and He is on top of it and in his hands and if this is something He wants me to do, then it will happen. What is there to be nervous about? I think partly its because I am hard on myself. I question myself often times and the past haunts me at times with things that have happened TO me. It questions where, how and why ... its normal I guess because we all go through these things.
I know God has a plan in this and if He wants me to be part of something much bigger than I have now, if what was ripped from my hands and my heart is much better in the next steps - then I totally understand it! I think we all need a little encouragement sometimes to focus bigger, to zero in on the task at hand and not let fear or the unknown bog us down and discourage us.
Romans - 8: 5-8 - Those who think they can do it on their own end up obsessed with measuring their own moral muscle but never get around to exercising it in real life. Those who trust God's action in them find that Gods spirit in them - living and breathing God. Obsession with self in these matters is a dead end; attention to God leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life. Focusing on the self ignores God, end up thinking more about self than God. That person ignores who God is and what he is doing. And God is not pleased at being ignored.

God is not in middle school. As I noticed the changes that Facebook has made -I am really thinking about not using it anymore other than to make events or update it with Twitter just to get newsfeeds on it. I really hate the drama. I really hate the ads that seem to have made their way all over the Facebook wall feed. I really think about the folks on there with the LMS for a post, a paragraph, a comment, a something! Who cares. Who cares if someone likes your status and then you write how pretty they are, how nice they are or how whatever! Nobody is going to really say anything bad and people are looking for positive encouragement -they need to be told by many that they are pretty, they are cool, they are loved and best friends forever.
Gosh, I think about how encourage the close students in my life. They need those words of encouragement because they dont receive much of it today - school and at home its totally upside down. They are always being told they mess us, not good enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough and what were you thinking?!!!!
I tell them all the time that I love them. There is no question if anyone asks or if they need to hear it - I tell them. I LOVE YOU.
I also tell them I am proud of them. NO matter if they did great on something or got 100% on their exams ... I am proud of them. Give me, give you your best effort even if things dont work out so well or perfectly each time. I am proud of you!
I dont think people need to accept their role in life by another mean middle school student who shouts they are not measuring up. GOd has created you so shine that smile! I remember when Kyle was small I use to tell him he was hansom and smart and yes he still is but I think in his younger days - he believed it more because now he is looking for acceptance from outside his parents. But then, it was Kyle saying he was smart - that he was hansom and could do anything in the world because HE KNEW his daddy was behind him.
What if we all were like that?
What if we all walked with our chin up and confident in our current moment to say - my daddy told me so. My daddy being our heavenly father?
No more being discouraged, no more listening to others telling you that your fat, stupid, slow on the football field, not good enough - but what if we plugged into the power of what our Heavenly father uses in his words over our lives?
My daddy told me I was pretty. My daddy told me I was smart. My daddy said I can have the audacity to believe big dreams that can come true! My daddy said I am loved by a perfect father.

Romans 8:9 - BUt if God himself has taken up residence in your life, you can hardly be thinking more of yourself than of him. Anyone, of course, who has not welcomed this invisible but clearly present God, the Spirit of Christ, wont know what we're talking about. BUt for you who wlecome him, in who he dwells - even though you still experience all the limitations of sin - you yourself experience life on Gods terms. It stands to reason, doesnt it, that if the alive and present God who raised Jesus from the dead moves into your life, he will do the same thing in you that he did in Jesus, bringing you alive to himself? When God lives and breathes in you (and he does, as surely as he did in Jesus) you are delieverd from that dead life. With his Spirit living in you, your body will be alive as Christs! So dont you see that we dont owe this old do -it -yourself life on red cent. Theres nothing in it for us, nothing at all. The best thing to do is give it a decent buriel and get on with your new life. Gods spirit beckons. There are things to do and places to go!

I needed this message today as God spoke it to me to write and opening my Bible to this chapter - perfectly! I needed it just as someone out there needed it who is reading this. Dont look back. Let the past live in the past and brace hold of what is in front of you. Dont be in fear and let God handle the details. If its his will there will be nothing to stop it - the doors will open, the people will come into your life who need to be there in this season of time ...
DONT LOOK BACK!