Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Hey everyone! A lot of flying these days! God is up to some amazing things and I want to take a moment to share a few things that He is doing. Students are winding down their school year with fun, pool parties and yes exams. I have had the chance to reassure, encourage and pray with many of my students. What a privilege and honor that is to do that and speak encouragement into their lives and give them a little boost of YES I CAN do this to finish out their school year. This past Wed night at our student ministry the Flood on Wed - I have had the chance to reassure an amazing handful of students who have found their lives not where they want it to. They reached out to me and have prayed with them, encouraged them and showed them Jesus in their situations and places they are at in life. They are at a crossroad now in their lives, a change of school next year, moving up to high school or something awful has happened and they are struggling to get past these things and to know God is there with them in the solution, in the much needed comfort and direction. What an honor to do this for them and be a small part in their faith journey. Last night I was invited to a championship softball game to see one of my 6th grade students. A double in the first at bat with a run scored and a great put out at third to first was really cool to see. I couldnt stay the entire game but enjoyed supporting her and her family. There is nothing like a smile a student gets when someone important to them shows up to support them. I think I relate so much to this and it is contagious for me to see these kids smile when I walk in to support their games, cheer, or matches or even in their awards at school. Gosh, that never gets old.
So often all these folks need is someone to really believe in them - to cheer them on no matter what - to invest a little time in them - to be there to listen to a 15 min talk when in 5 words was all you really needed ...because lets face it... we all are our worst critics.
Tomorrow night we have a guest speaker leading in our student ministry - gosh this is going to be an amazing night! I cant wait for God to speak through Angela and rock some hearts - I am really excited too for our opening video announcements that Morgan and I made at Carowinds Sunday. Didnt knot it was illegal so this is one time showing :)

Its 13 days till Jamaica. I am especially getting pumped and scared at the same time. Satan is attacking with folks on the team in tough places the last few days, end of school nerves, tension at home is high trying to finish up projects and our kids that sometimes seem to have lost their hearing and the process to think through the simplest of instructions.
As I try and put a message together for the message I want to preach at LightHouse church in Westmoreland Jamaica - I cant help but to keep something open for God to speak. I know that after almost a week there, my message and the things God has put on my heart and through those experiences, the message will clearly be one from God. It will be so different than something that is on my heart today. So for a big chunk of it - Its open ...and as it should be. Each message preached and taught should be from the word of God and not so much from the person who is delivering it. That is just my thoughts and understanding on things and maybe thats right maybe not..... all I know is I am praying hard for my team. For them to have an experience that God really moves in their lives. Maybe even a change of direction and a different purpose and outlook in their lives.
For some who are going, I can really honestly say their experiences with God have not been all that great. Losing a parents, struggling with tough things, influences in friends and school and social media keep them from really digging into the truth and letting those influences shape their minds and thoughts. Some have shaped their walk with Christ only through experiences and without that big rush, without that big experience - their faith loses out. It shimmers to a dark spot and again they continue down that path losing not only the vision in life God has for them but also the hope that comes with it. Self-centerness comes back into play and life takes the shape that revolved all around "ME". Feeling lead their lives, feeling decide their lives and truth is lost.
Psalms if full of cries, groans, struggles, pleading, begging - if they would just take a moment and dig in they would know that what they are feeling is normal. God does care where they are at and what they are struggling with.
We are raising a generation of young people who really dont have a foundation of Christ but just experiences of Christ. They experience, they stick around a little longer, they dont - they walk away. Its really just that simple. Sad.......
We have scripture to share with us the true character of God. We need to know His character so that we can experience His character. I fully believe with a strong conviction that if we aren't being exposed to knowing the character of God without experiencing God, we are not doing good.
They both go together. So as far as the folks on this mission trip to Jamaica - I fully believe the 2 will come together. They will get to know the character of God through serving, through praying over sick children and the sick people in the hospitals and serving the love of Christ through delivering life saving water and sharing Jesus in all we do we will experience God. There is powerful influence right there when we meet the two together.
We will get to know Gods character by experiencing Gods character.

At the end of the day you will we be able to look in the mirror and smile at the person looking at you because of these experiences? I think so.... I think you will focus on the dirt on your face, the fact that you are tired, exhausted in many ways, convicted in some, the overwhelming feeling of being blessed and privileged for what we do have and a vision to never take anything for granted. Joy will fill that mirror because of the experience of character.
Its a perfect match for God to shape ours.

Taste, touch, smell and feel life are some of the ingredients to growing our faith. Its the gospel first hand and what if we came back and started to live it out?

13 days and counting,
Lonnie~

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Holy cactus batman. Its hot outside. I just came in from a 2 miles walk over lunch. On days that I am preaching and on stage - I am a little on edge most times and I tend to think too much. So a little physical activity to clear my mind, to pause and just be still long enough to thank God for all he is given me and all he is doing in and through me.
Last night I got a call from a student that wanted to talk through some things. I love when "mykids" give me a heads up, want to get a coffee - and hey I had to run some errands to get some things for tonight - so why not? Come along for the ride, lets talk through some things, I promise to listen and put my heart behind whatever advise or instruction I have.
Most times, after the big conversation - we both feel better, there is light on the situation, we are reminded of Gods grace through the situation and we are more than likely - moving forward.
I love those ministry moments.
I have been working with Student ministry now for 2 1/2 years now and the last 6 months with me being the lead person. I think in many ways with my age, the passion I have for these students, the love I have for them to know Jesus, my place and walk in life with life experiences and knowing what God has done for me in my life... I think it has set me up pretty well to have some kind of impact on these students, their families and our friendship in such a way as I like to think about it, a life coach. For some, a step dad but for most - a life coach.
If you think about all good coaches, they train, they direct, they encourage and keep the vision on the big picture. No matter if its a game of football or baseball, wresting or cheerleading - or even following Jesus.
There is coaching in there somewhere.
Jesus spent his life not behind a desk, not in a classroom, not standing behind a podium teaching and waving his arms with powerpoint slides. His classroom and his audience was everywhere. Where ever he went he took his classroom with him. His life was his teaching, his actions were displayed as examples, his words encouraged and his life represented lessons to live by.
Gosh that good somebody better be saying AMEN!
I think about the trip coming up to Jamaica - I think about that trip as our missionary classroom. Our faith being excersized so we can come back and teach, preach, be examples and encourage others in our faith journeys.
I think about the new student tonight who has been coming to Flood on Wed even though mom and dad have to make sacrifices to take her. They have to up the level of trust of dropping her off and leaving her with their new churhc family and trust she will be okay. I think about her professing her faith in Jesus and taking a picture of her holding her cross necklace and telling everyone she has given her heart to Jesus and with a thank you note underneath. I cannot continue to stand in front of her speaking - I have to show her those next important steps. We cant do them alone. We will fall and our old ways will creep back in. For some, that has happened and maybe because and through this mission trip to Jamaica - it has already got me thinking beyond the hearts I will touch there. I will be thinking of the heart that has changed in me.
We need to pull this student in, love them the way Christ loves them and show them how to read the Bible. Let me pour out the things I have learned. Let me show you how to serve people by serving a meal, by forgiving those who have hurt you, lets talk through some difficult situations, lets point and hold each other accountable in Christ. You are the classroom .... life is the classroom.... situations are the classroom. Pray for patience and God will send you something to be patient over. Pray for guidance and God will put a curveball in your life so you seek his guidance. Pray for playing it safe in your walk with him and you may fall away. We have to continue to spead our wings, stretch our faith and excersize what we are living for.
Far too often we just want to tell people what to do. Using words to point people, direct people, guide people - far too often we dont take the time, and I have learned this in Student ministry over the years, people dont need another person telling them what do to ...they need people to show them.
Teens are screaming - SHOW ME. Show them how to read the bible, how to serve people, how to love God and follow God with all your heart.
I may not have the 4 year seminary degree, I may have only been following Christ with all I have being 100% committed since 2005 but I am doing and living what God has called me and made me to be. That is more important than anything else.
We need teachers, football coaches, librarians, police officers, doctors and yes even lawyers honoring Gods word in their professions. We also need students living out their faith in their families, in their schools, in their churches as sports teams and even while cruising the malls with their friends.
Collosians 3:23-24 - Whatever you do, work at it with all yoru heart, as working for the Lord, not for men. SInce you know that you will receive ani nheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.

Every person has a mission. Imagine it, Paul blinded from heaven by a light. Men falling to the ground all around him. The voice of God speaks and calls him to a mission that will change the world forever. So this may not happen in your life this way but Paul didnt expect this radical change either. Just on a road trip to oppose the Christian movement and he returns the biggest spokesman for it. Though dramatic - your calling may not be as such but it is just as powerful. Its life changing.

What are the opportunities you are ignoring today? Serving God or serving people what would people say about you?
Realize your mission and call from God doesnt mean you need to be a pastor or undertake a full time missionary job or other Christian profession, it just means you understand what your calling means by following God's will in your daily life and in your world in which you live in.

Lonnie

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Tuesday already. WOW - weekend was great. Spending it with family and some dear friends up at the cabin. Its nice to unplug and get away. I am really wishing though for some extra time there.... but school is still going and that kind puts a kink in the solution. BUT, hope to get back up there this coming weekend. There is nothing better than a cup of coffee on that front porch looking east and sitting on the boat with some Kenny on while at the beach, at the doc swimming or with ancor down in Party cove. What a peaceful place to refresh.
Its hard to believe after looking at the calendar for the month of June - and getting the Student Ministry newsletter together - Jeremy Camp is 18 days away .... Jamaica is 20 days away!
Gosh, that just really excites my heart and has me thinking forward. Gosh I still have a message to finish for Jamaica and Flood tomorrow, June 8th and 15th to plan. Its going to be a jammed pack summer but I am excited for the kids to be out of school as well.

I want to walk through a great story this afternoon - one that is touching my heart with Jamaica on the horizon. I will finish it up with a few personal thoughts and that shall be it. With me?
I want to talk through Acts 8:9-21
Now for some time a man named Simon had practiced sorcery in the city and amazed all the people of Samaria. He boasted that he was someone great and all the people, both high and low, gave him their attention and exclaimed, "This man is the devine power know as the Great Power." They followed him because he had amazed them for a long time with his magic. BUt when they believed Philip as he preached the good news of the kingdom of God and the name of Jesus, they were baptised, both men and women. Simon himself believed and was baptised. And he followed Philip everywhere , astonished by the great signs and miracles he saw. When the apostles in Jerusalem heard that Samaria had accepted the word of God, they sent Peter and John to them. When they arrived, they prayed for them that they might receive the Holy Spirit, because the Holy Spirit had not yet come upon any of them.; they had simply been baptized into the name of Lod Jesus. Then Peter and John placed their hands on them, and they received the Holy Spirit. When Simon saw that the Spirit was given at the laying on the apostles hands, he offered them money and said, "Give me also this ability so that everyone on whom I lay my hands may receive the Holy Spirit." Peter answered: "May your money perish with you, because you thought you could buy the gift of God with money! You have no part or share in this ministry, because your heart is not right before God.

In less that a month, a team of 10 will be meeting another team of 10 -who have never met. Who have only briefly spoken and who have little contact really with each other, live in another part of the country - but yet are going to another country for the same purpose. The same message. The same goal and with the same heart. Its been a long time worry for me - with a mission trip outside of the states and being in such a uncomfortable place that none of us will be familiar with. That excites me but it also scares me. I worry about leaders and teenagers putting themselves first while there. Even if its only for a few minutes. Our goal and destination and vision must not change and that is to do Gods work while there. Loving on the people, the families, the hungry, the sick and elderly and remind them of who we all share in common - Jesus. If they dont know Jesus then its our duty as followers of Christ to speak truth and life and love to them. Its all about Gods glory on this trip and if that means we do with less, if we miss a meal, if we are hot, bothered and tired - so be it. Experience it while keeping the vision. Keeping the heart of Christ in ours at all times.
Peter got all up in Simons face about wanting to buy the holy spirit and be able to have what everyone else had. Problem is, its not for purchase. Problem is it cant be really bought. Problem is, your heart has to be in the right place in order for anything to work. I fully believe God will have the hearts right on this mission trip. Partly in a way - this is my purpose and responsibility as well. Talk about it until I am blue, get everyone on the same page - excite some people! Go into this fired up and ready for anything. I used to say - charge hell with a water pistol - and I guess in many ways I am still saying it. Satan has done his work to take our team down. Money is down and we are having to fund most of the trip ourselves. Air costs have went through the roof. Vacations are on hold, families are out of work, kids are struggling with Christ and their purpose in life as they try and find Christ in their own lives. - There is a LOT going on but God has made a way so far and I fully believe He will make a way all the way through this.
I once heard someone say that when some big thing happens in the world, America is always generous with the gifts of money - funding so many projects and so many outreach programs. I too have struggled with this as I think about the cost of the trip - wouldnt the people of Jamaica in the towns we will be at be better off for us to just give them $1300 each then for us to spend that money and go there?
Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. Yeah sure we could do that. They would be thankful for it but once again a gift of a helping hand comes and still - there is no face attached to it. There is no name attached to it. When you help someone get through a tough time, when you reach out a hand and take theirs when they need it most ...and there is a name or a face attached to it. IT CHANGES EVERYTHING! Now that person can be thankful to another person. They have a face to always remember that gift, that outreach, that helping hand or that face full of tears. They can relate now, sacrifice is what its all about. Sending money is easy..... thankful for those who do - but when you sacrifice on the behalf of others ... that is when it really hits home.

Jamaica - will have 20 faces, 20 hearts, 20 arms of love ready to hold sick babies, new born babies, kids who need a hug and to know someone cares about them, an older person on their last days on this earth - they need to know they matter and someone cares, someone loves them and it means so much that they sacrificed to go there ... not just send some money but actually do something. Now step that up a notch and come in the name of Jesus.
There is where everything changes........

Lord I pray for life change not only for the folks in Jamaica, who ever we may be meeting, you already know those details Lord and I pray for those hearts but I also pray for the 20 hearts you will be forever changing. I pray for changed and reminded hearts of Jim and Penie who have went further in their ministry and walk with you to help others come closer to you through this mission work. Lord I pray for those little hands, those little feet who need a hug and a smile to let them know they are loved and that they are not forgotten. I pray for all those who we will meet who are sick and just need someone to share Jesus with them, to listen to them and just read their life story on their faces. So much different than ours. May our hearts be burned with the images we will see for your glory and your purposes Lord. Help us put faces and names together because of the sacrifice of everyone. Gosh Lord, I pray our hearts are in those places and your Holy Spirit is fully with us during this time. May we honor you in all we do there.
I pray is Jesus name,
Amen~

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

I had a good birthday yesterday. Honestly, I was blown away by the birthday wishes from so many on Facebook. Odd thing, I only received 3 phone calls. Is the phone dead now? Does anyone talk anymore?
I got a call from my dad, my Aunt Sharon and one of my closest students - Emilee. Most of the wishes came in via Facebook or text message. A few of my close peeps actually went with me out to eat and then shared some time together last night afterwards. All in all it was a good day!
It was really cool when I brought in breakfast for the boys. Carol made breakfast burritos and made extras. Imagine that. And last night I handed out a few bracelets that I knew my girls were looking at while at the coffee shop catching up with David. Its was a surpise for folks to see a person celebrating if you want to call it a birthday and then giving out a few things. Why is that so weird to folks? I told them - hey, its how I roll. They accepted it and moved on.
But why does it have to be that way?
Did you know that most folks who eat on on Sundays are the worst tippers? Its that after church crowd. Why are we so stingy with our money and possesions that we can share it, bless others with it, use to glorify God?
I think for many reasons, this is part of the heart of going to Jamaica. I mean most of the folks we will come in contact with while there will not have much. They will be in the lower half of this countries $ level but I do believe they will have the most faith, the most joy and give us whatever they have. I am blown away at seeing how donations come in. The amount of money that some have given to this mission is amazing, we are far from reaching our goals, but the ones who have given the most- MAKE THE LEAST.
That just blows my mind.
It is said in the Gospels that Jesus couldn't do much in the town "BECAUSE OF THEIR UNBELIEF". Matthew 13:58 -
Wouldnt it be a sad thing to say that about your home? Sad to say about your neighbors or your family and friends?
How about you?
It would be sad if for your unbelief that Jesus couldnt do anything in you or through you.
Lord why dont you do more in our church? Could it be that because of the peoples unbelief and lack of vision?

Our eyes will be opened going to Jamaica. I fully believe the distractions of stuff and wealth and influence will be minimal and the power of joy, trust and the Lord will be wide open! I believe that hearts of the people will be so alive and eager to serve, to sing and shout for joy when we get there.
Faith is a verb and a verb means it has action. I cannot sit by and come to church and then check the box and be good for the week. Unfaised and unchallenged in my own walk to continue to keep coming week after week. There has to be some kind of change. Internal heart change. I will be speaking next week on Motivation and that is a key to keep digging deeper into Gods word, his promises and see life through his eyes and not our own.
I believe, Jamaica is going to be a big step towards that. Lives changed for the 10 people going on the NC team. 10 hearts broke because of what they experience, who they meet and who they serve. Out of our comfort zones, in a strange and different culture - this is prime time for God to do something amazing in each of us. My heart is in this God... you know. You called me to lead this. Afraid and ignoring at first - I can only hide for so long. I accepted and casted the vision to my peeps.
Gods promises are activated by our faith.

Our experiences will all point us to a life of faith. A faith that doesnt sit on the sidelines, a faith that says, I'm waiting here. Maybe God will work maybe not. Well, not much is happening and my walk with God seems to be stale these days.
Its almost like a sick guy needing medical attention and needs to get better but doesnt go to the flippin doctor. Thats foolishness. Its like the student who is totally unplugged sitting at church wondering why they are even there. Soon, if that continues they wont be there long.
Its like the person who wants to have hope, wants to know the Bible, wants to be plugged into a church loving family but doesnt go and make connections to get into one and who never reads their Bible.
You are not holding onto anything really. God is really the only real solid thing you can hold on to in this life. He has given us precious promises that you need to get your heart around.
"God helps those who help themselves" - that is not in the Bible but its biblical. Faith has to be real, has to be active, has to be excersized!

Sometimes we have to put action behind what we believe, what we are passionate about and get up, and do something with it. Then and only then can we watch God work.

Even Jesus had problems doing mighty works in his homeland, in his own community, because of who he was as the people knew him and because of his unbelief.
Sometimes stretching out and doing something will jump start your heart to something new. A spark that causes a wild fire of faith that overwhelms you and changes your life.

Coffee time and with that comes conversation. I got a Starbucks gift card yesterday from my dear little sister Carol and her family. I will pass those blessings on - they know me and told me I was not allowed to use it on them because that would be like giving themselves a gift. They know me...... they love me not for what I do - but for who I am. Those are the ones that will stick with you no matter what.

Thanks for all the overwhelming birthday wishes yesterday,
I am very blessed to be on this journey in life.
Lonnie~

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

An earthly Birthday

Another year in the books. I wonder if thinking back is the right way to look at a birthday - maybe it would be better to look ahead for the birthday year. A milestone at 45 years old. Or 45 years pushing toward 46? - Gosh thats something to think about. Regardless- I am very blessed to have yet another earthly birthday. I do want to say that the real birthday blessing comes on July 10 - back in 2005 - I was baptised publically and that being my spiritual birthday. I am blessed beyond my what my little mind can comprehend because of what Christ has done for me. Its also been 6 years now since getting my phone call from my mom wishing me a happy birthday. That is tough in its own regards but I am smiling knowing that she is probably leading a choir of folks singing praise to God and that is what I have been focusing on the past few days. Just reflecting on being thankful. Thankful for my heart and that God has it and for my family, with the greatest wife I could ever ask for and a son who brings so much heart into my life. Kyle you are an amazing son and there is so much in you buddy that you dont even know yet. I know as you spread your winds and find your place in this world, I pray that your love for Christ will continue to keep you focused on him and the bigger things ahead for you and all who journey with you. You have amazing friends and they keep you grounded as you keep them grounded. Love your sense of humor buddy, glad you got that from your daddy. Carol breakfast was awesome this morning -looking forward to leftovers for lunch. Thank you for always keeping me focused, aiming higher and encouraged when sometimes even this encourager is down. We all need perspective sometimes and you give me the room and freedom to pour my life into the students who God has trusted me with for His kingdom and purposes. I am a pastor to them even if I may not have that title - I am who God has created me to be and I hold my head high with that calling on my life. thank you for giving me that freedom, that time away that is carved from our time together to do this important ministry work. Its hard sometimes taking a back seat, listening heart to heart and showing folks Jesus - even when its hard. Thank you miss Carol. I love you more than I have words for and I am blessed in SO many ways.

Tonight just going out to eat with family and a few friends. Carol is big on this American Idol show so I guess I will be watching the final tonight. Dont realy know who is in the finals but hey - sacrifice right? Anyways, its been cool getting all the happy birthdays on facebook today. I am taking the time to reply to each of them. I for sure dont like all the attention ... I'm just not like that at all. Have to work a little on my message for Jamaica - I cant wait to preach Gods word there and share his love with the good people of Jamaica. No pictures, no video clips, no ipad - just me a few notes and God leading me. I honestly cant wait ... Mom - never in a million years would I have thought I would be doing this, leading my life for Christ, have so much passion in my heart for others to know Him, to have a heart for teenagers - Gosh - it overwhelms me at times. I am just blown away at times - Just yesterday I had one of my new plugged in students, she is in 6th grade - she sent me a picture of her with her cross necklace sticking out in the open as to show it off. Posting it on facebook - I have given my heart to God. Thank you Lonnie for leading me and getting closer to him.
Gosh - that is a birthday present knowing that one student, one person is living their life for Christ. I had a part in that..... humbling, honoring and life changing.
Thats a present that will never get old and worth opening :)

GOds best today loved ones and thank you! Thank you~
Lonnie~

Friday, May 20, 2011

Gosh, its been a long busy week. I am so ready to roll out this afternoon and get to the cabin. Its calling my name and if its nice out this evening, I think a little sit on the boat with some Kenny on will be in order as we look to the stars in amazement.
YCI was good this morning and I love walking in and having all the students run over and ask me where I was last week and I get all kinds of high fives, hugs and a ton of smiles. Gosh this part of ministry will never grow old - I will - but that wont. It really is an uplifting experience no matter how down you may be - that will for sure raise you up a few notches. Not all students will suck the life from ya, bog you down with details, zap all your energy as you try and keep them encouraged and up - some are just easy to walk with. They are few and far between but I am thankful they are easy to spot and identify. Thank you Lord for those students who's ministry walk is light and easy because sometimes I too need to be led and reminded at times. Makes for the tough times easier to get through when you know there are some who will keep you going.

I just recently found out a guy from my high school many years ago is now living in Alaska. Though a place I have always wanted to visit and see - I am thankful today for NC and the sun that is shining as it warms me. I am cold natured - ask Carol - and the NC sun is just fine with me. I think about those long months of no sun. Well indirect sun, you have light but just enough to see and do life as normal as you can but nothing like the hot orange in the sky. I cant imagine a few months of that - its hard with a week of cold and rain like we have had here in NC earlier in the week. For me thats enough but for those in Alaska - they adapt and spend time probably in the sun when it is out. I think about our relationship with Christ like that indirect sun light today. As I get excited to head to the cabin, talk with mom and have time to be still and really focus some on Christ and be in his wonderful place he has given us. Its the Holy Spirit that lets us be close to Christ. Though we may not be able to be with him in the flesh... his Holy Spirit that he gives us gives us that closeness we all are looking for. Through that, comes the comfort we need, the light to our feet. I want those seasons in my life where I feel close with God to be special, to be really close - like the seasons of direct sunlight - soak it in Lonnie - all you can and learn, grow and shine because like the Alaska skyline - our faith has dips. There are seasons of faith where God seems quiet, where God seems to be everywhere, where we feel close and when He doesnt. That is excerise for our faith. We do some on our own to stretch and lean and then God pulls us by the hand and teaches.
Psalm 119:105: Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path.

I know as school comes to a close this year, YCI shutting down on Fridays, church attendance seems to drop during the summer and students arent as plugged in as they were during the year. Its like the sun dropping into the Alaska skyline. Its there but not directly....

Hoping for good weather this weekend, lots of outside time, time spent with family and friends... directly this time because you have to make the most of the opportunities.

Great moments are born from great opportunities. :)
Have a great weekend everyone,
Lonnie~

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The past half week I have to be honest and say - GOSH - things seem to be really messed up. I am not saying that something is messed up with me or my family or anything but I have taken some calls, got some text messages, been pulled aside by a parent or student and received some heart FULL stuff. I am seeking God and his guidance and wisdom for these dear friends, these difficult situations but it just blows me away that stuff like this continues to happen and that focus on the GOODNESS of people when so much is wrong with us and the world we live in.

I think in part of my focus on these things is not only its personal and the students and friends who have come to me really matter to me - I mean I love these folks and I want to do whatever to help, to pray for them, to guide them, to listen but also to point and remind them that Jesus is there in their storms. In many ways as I think about our mission trip to Jamaica - I think about that vision of the broken hearted and so many being the least of these. I think about the suffering taking place and I know it so many wonderful ways, it will break my heart. I say wonderful because not that I will enjoy the experience and the interaction with them but because that is what I fully believe God wants my heart to see, to experience and to feel.
I am on board with that. As I stand in front of so many teenagers during the week on Sundays, Tuesday nights, Wed nights - Friday mornings and in my own personal time - gosh you can really tell which ones are plugged in. Those who are wanting relief, wanting grace, wanting wisdom and Gods ways, full knowing his ways are better than theirs. You can really tell which ones are paying attention and eager for more. SHOW ME is screaming out but for some - well its social event or a place to have something to do or a place to go. Just get me through this so I can go back to talking to that cute boy or girl or hang out with my friends.... for some - something big has not happened. Maybe they have pushed something big down so far as to not have to deal with it. Maybe - God was there but maybe not now - I just dont FEEL IT!

Tomorrow I am really excited to be closing out our series - "Soul Surfer" and I will be closing out with God who always goes way past our expectations. Most of the message I have focused on Ephesians 3:20 - Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us.

Not only do we not fully buy into that for most of us, we dont even believe it. But the truth is - God wants to do unreal things through you - through each of us. Its only when we catch that vision that God can step up and do something amazing through you. He can work through your passions in life, your talents and gifts - because by doing so for His name -It brings him glory and honor and praise. His name is shown to others because of the works he is doing in each of us and through us. So often just getting started to do something is the hardest part. BUT by doing so - it can actually jump start your heart and activate your faith to a new level. Maybe even a level that is for the first time. Far too often we dont do things because of how we feel. Feelings come and go, feelings change with the season, feelings change with the moods we are in -

I think for the most part we fall into the catagory that our vision is often times too small. In life we will have passions to accomplish things - to take something we love to another level far beyond anyone we know. God has that passion for you.

Our real connection comes when we allow ourselves to be concerned about the things God is concerned about. That revolves around the fact that its not about you. You have to get your eyes off yourself and onto others... their needs, their issues and struggles - reaching far into the world around you.
Jesus said Follow Me - far too many of us are attached to the things of this world and our stuff to even begin that journey. Your stuff can be looked at as something as a gift from God to use to reach others. Odd way to think about it really but - imagine what you could do by sharing what you have. A left over meal, a lunch invite, opening the door to your home to a friend or new family at church or that new family who just moved into the neighborhood, how about the student who sits alone at lunch or the one who always seems to be the BUTT of every joke and comment.

Dream big vision loved ones, and NEVER, NEVER, NEVER - EVER give up. NEVER. We all have courage but sometimes we have to dig a little deeper to find it.

What is your heart concerned over today?
Lonnie~